Or

Or maybe I should man up and face it.

Screw you, bad timing.

How...

... do you know what you're actually thinking? I've been pondering a few things probably a good measure too much lately, which has a kind of bell curve if you were to graph its usefulness. I've reached the hill down, and it's VERY confusing. I've considered the fact that, in fact, I may be tricking myself into believing things to make myself seem like a better person to myself, or just because I'm afraid of facing the truth. Now I'm not even sure what I'm doing things for, or wanting to do things for, and this is a perplexing concept - and it links back to the last post, which you can read if you feel like confusing yourself with badly structured writing. I've also found myself upset about some things that probably wouldn't make me so agitated if I just didn't think about them so much. And although usually once you've gotten upset about something once, you can find some resolution, but this one keeps coming back.

I think I need to become my dog for a while and only worry about what's happening right now >.<>;; Thank-you to those who would actually read these things, especially to my lovely wifey <3>w<